31 Temmuz 2009 Cuma

sabırtaşı


o kadar kötü şeyler yazasım var ki aslında..
beynimin keşke usb çıkışı olsa da aksa düşüncelerim bir bir şuracığa..
bu gece ki korku herkese yetti...
bunlarda insan..bu yaşananlar da hayat...bunları gördükçe ne kadar güzelmiş bizim hayatlar 'hayat bize hayat' deseler doğruymuş diyorum..
bildiğiniz-şu ana kadar sahip olduğunuz tüm acıları unutun!
bu bambaşka..bu çıkılmaz..
sebebi sen..sonucu yok..
yapacak hiçbişey olmadan korka korka beklemek..ne olucağını bilemeden,kestiremeden beklemek..
üzgünüm bu güne kadar ettiğim tüm haksızlıklara..
saat sabaha karşı 4....
hala eve dönmedi...
bekliyoruz...
...

yine geri sar,yine sarhoş

ağzımda hep tadı var,
üzüm gibi paslı bitince gitmez!
hem yarası hem dikeni var!
batırır beni de yaralar,
acıtır sabahlarımı..

hmm

iyisin hoşsun -baya bi boşsun 
şarkıya türküye lanet olsun
anlayamadın ya!

30 Temmuz 2009 Perşembe

feel























                                    I am curious about ...









28 Temmuz 2009 Salı

dumansız hava sahası
















   .......mesela bu arkadaş sigara içmeli.


blog tutmak -101

şimdi efendime söyliyeyim;bloga özel hayat yazmıyoruz toplum içerikli msj yazıoruz sayın izleyiciler.
te allammm yaa.(sometimes i hate them)

Tatilime 2 gunlük verdiğim İstanbul aralığında hiçbişi yapmamış olmam ve to do list 'İmi de yetmezmiş gibi kaybetmem harika oldu.

Neyse ki daha 5 günüm var dolu doluuuuuuuuuuuuu

27 Temmuz 2009 Pazartesi

postane sonrası

alamadım paramı!..bu ülkede insanın hakkını alabilmesi icin ejderha fln olması gerekiyor bazen ..
bım bım
dım dım...

senden daha güzel...

bımbımmm.......

bodrum cok güzel....
çocuklar gibi yüzüp su içinde saçma sapan şakalaşmak aşmış güzel..
geğirerek balıkları kaçırmak çok güzel...

:)

...
sohbet etmek cok güzel.
bakışmakta güzel..kaçmakta..kaçınmakta..

....senden daha güzel...

yangın cıktı bodrum merkezine yakın..dolmuştayız..sağımda solumda tikiconcon kızlarımız oturmakta..benim üstümden solumdaki sağındakine bilekliğini taktırıyor..''-ya pardon yaa şeyyaptıkh size amaaa'' ..''-önemli deil''(zoraki bi gülümsemeyle)....neyse bu solumdaki kızcağız yangını görünce feryat figan başladı ''-ayh cok üzülüyorum su an ben cok üzülüorum ayyyyhh yazık yaaaa...!!''...susmaz repeat 'te ilerlerken bi anda durdu ''-kızlar gidince tema'ya para bağışlayalımda ağaç diksinner biraz yaaaa,ama biz dikmicez dimi?(endişeli sorusunda)''
ordan buharlaşmak istedim ya...neyseeeeeeeee....

..yine de senden daha güzel..

festivalde en cok duman mayıştırdı beni...cok güzeldi..tüm eski aşklarım birbir film şeridi gibi geçti önümden ve o an anladım ki duman bende cok fazla yer etmiş ben bilemeden..bunu anladıgım an ne hissettiğimi sormayın:)

kitap aldım.ismi AŞK.cok satan familyasından.bilirsiniz zaten.henüz bitmedi.aşk romanı değilmiş.bilemedim.aşkı arıyoruz ya romanda bile bulamıyoruz arkadaşım yaaaa...:p

çok piç bi ruhum var zannımca...
..
yine de senden daha güzel!
;)

postane öncesi

darıldın mı cicim bana?
hic bakmıyorsun bu yana..

16 Temmuz 2009 Perşembe

prodigy-prodigy-prodigy

Come with me to the dance floor, 
You and me cause that´s what it´s for 
Show me now what is it 
You got to be doing 
And the music in the house... is so soothing!!!!!

çoook uzun zamanlardır müzik beni bu kadar heyecanlandırmamıştı!.
omygod!omygod!
saturday night!
saturday night!!!!!
do ittttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rockcoke a beni götürten itici güç.hayatta gitmezdim koskaca zaraaa müdürü olarak:P
yannız bugunu de atlattım ya hicbir müşteriyi öldürmeden sanırsam göğe ericem!
bodruma 3 kala - prodigy e 2 kala!!
ayh heyyecan bastıııııı a-dostlar!

13 Temmuz 2009 Pazartesi

please,don't promise me forever.

cause it's bullshit.
how come a man can move on with the same situations,pls explain me.
bullshit is bullshit.
o my god!
but i think i am closer than you to that feelin' in other words..!
so yes ..
i have to take slow.
prince charming had never showed up.....yet!;)

9 Temmuz 2009 Perşembe

strong


kadın olmak böyle bir şey...

thank god they discover high heels that time..!!

& black .
we love it.!
hıck!

7 Temmuz 2009 Salı

life is beautiful..


life is too short for the wrong job dudes!!!
so???
ne yapmalı?
bişey yapmalı?
bişey yapmalı?
berlin de bi ik şirketinin reklamıymış ama cok anlamlı buldum koyasım geldi,düşünelim dedim..
hadi bırak işi mişi de ...
life is too short ..
i guess..:)

woooow wooow woooow woooooww


efendime söyleyeyim,
bakın doğumgünü aralığınıza göre kişilik özellikleri söylemiş.
hangi ağaçtan düştüğünüze göre yazıyor aşağıda.
vallahi hepinize tutuyo!
burdan da bunu söylüyorum,
söyledim bile.!



Dec 23 to Jan 01Apple Tree
Jan 02 to Jan 11Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20Lime Tree
Mar 21Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23Fig Tree
Jun 24Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22Lime Tree
Sep 23Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21Fig Tree
Dec 22Beech Tree

APPLE TREE (the Love) - of slight build, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree philosopher with imagination.

ASH TREE (the Ambition) - uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be egotistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over the heart, but takes partnership very seriously.

BEECH TREE (the Creative) - has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.)

BIRCH TREE (the inspiration) - vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

CEDAR TREE (the Confidence) - of rare beauty, knows how to adapt, likes luxury, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, determined, impatient, likes to impress others, many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waiting for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

CHESTNUT TREE (the Honesty) - of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritates easily and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self confidence, acts sometimes superior, feels not understood loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.

CYPRESS TREE (the Faithfulness) - strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, content, optimistic, craves money and acknowledgment, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered, unruly, pedantic, and careless.

ELM TREE (the Noble-mindedness) - pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

FIG TREE (the Sensibility) - very strong, a bit self-willed, independent, does not allow contradiction or arguments, loves life, its family, children and animals, a bit of a social butterfly, good sense of humor, likes idleness and laziness, of practical talent and intelligence.

FIR TREE (the Mysterious) - extraordinary taste, dignity, sophisticated, loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to them, rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious, uncontented lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.

HAZELNUT TREE (the Extraordinary) - charming, undemanding, very understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause, popular, moody, and capricious lover, honest, and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgment.

HORNBEAM TREE (the Good Taste) - of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgement in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

LIME TREE (the Doubt) - accepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, stress, and labor, dislikes laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous but loyal.

MAPLE TREE (Independence of Mind) - no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

OAK TREE (the Brave) - robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

OLIVE TREE (the Wisdom) - loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

PINE TREE (the Particular) - loves agreeable company, very robust, knows how to make life comfortable, very active, natural, good companion, but seldom friendly, falls easily in love but its passion burns out quickly, gives up easily, everything disappointments until it finds its ideal, trustworthy, practical.

POPLAR TREE (the Uncertainty) - looks very decorative, not very self-confident, only courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

ROWAN TREE (the Sensitivity) - full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

WALNUT TREE (the Passion) - unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

WEEPING WILLOW (the Melancholy) - beautiful but full of melancholy, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful and tasteful, loves to travel, dreamer, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with, demanding, good intuition, suffers in love but finds sometimes an anchoring partner.